I Realize

love, happiness, and fun in main

I bestow upon myself - not in vain

for to lose is lot, but much more to gain

perpetual goodness simple and plain

for there is nothing romantic in perpetual pain!!

I am serious my friends, I realize there is nothing romantic and brave in experiencing pain. Don't dwell or stay in something if it gives you any. Reflections on a lesson learnt rather hard.

Ev(e)olved

I seek to change a lot in me

to break some shackles and set free

I want to strip the solitude 

 chase the demons in my attitude

work with all my heart and soul

positive vibes to dish and dole

New journeys I am about to make

I am willing to give all it takes

when a beamish morrow makes way

I want to have only the best to say

I am starting to realize the virtue of living alone, and roughing it out. I complained all of last year, so much that I missed the beauty of what was happening to me. This year I want to ensure I don't do too much of that. I am at least going to try and love myself and the gift thats my life even more. :-D Like my best friend says often men don't come across women who love themselves.